Are you ok? People seem to ask,
now they have the dreaded task,
of implication towards a foe,
who used to be
my love…
or so
I thought.
The first few times,
I wasn’t sure,
of what to say,
a private emotion,
depending on the day.
Of course I am…
I say to they…
What choice have I,
but to immerse my heart,
into the facts.
Denial only prolongs
the way,
must move forward,
into the fray….
of life.
I bristle yet,
at the sad refrain
of questions volleyed,
expecting pain.
Wondering if I do reply,
NO Im not ok,
I hurt inside,
my life just flipped,
and turned around,
what then,
would they sigh?
The answer should be obviated,
why ask?
Instead just bring flowers,
or send a card,
or call to say hi.
But writing an email,
and throwing the tact,
of genuine concern ….
into a trite request,
to ease their conscience,
to buy them time.
To which I answer….
YES I am fine.
Are you?
July 5, 2017 at 10:40 pm
Gut-wrenchingly simple and stand-alone courageous, Sue. No photograph could capture this emotion. Hold on to the piece of my heart that got chipped off when I read it and know that one day you will be okay.
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July 5, 2017 at 10:42 pm
Gwen – heartfelt thank you. The steps signify the journey…
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July 5, 2017 at 10:42 pm
Im ok!
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July 8, 2017 at 11:22 am
Moving and thoughtful and courageous.
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July 8, 2017 at 12:37 pm
Merci ma belle Daphne!
Its a commentary on the lack of compassion people show when faced with difficult situations.
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